I wish I didnt hate how i looked.

I wish i wasnt the “ugly friend”

I wish it wasnt constantly being thrown in my face that im the “ugly friend”

I wish that the whole “beauty is on the inside” thing wasnt a load of crap.

I wish personality actually did matter. (its about the only thing i do like about me)

I wish i didnt get depressed every time i try on clothes

I wish i didnt cringe everytime i see a picture of myself.

I wish i was confidant enough to wear something other than jeans and a tshirt

I wish i actually had some sort of talent and could do something.

I wish i wasnt always surrounded by perfect people.

I wish I would fit in at shows.

I wish I was smarter.

I wish i wasnt so clumsy

I wish i wasnt terrified of other people

I wish i could do my hair for once.

I wish I could stop being an emo 12 year old girl lately…

and i seriously wish i could sleep right about now….